I have anorexia nervosa, it took me five years to be able to say that to him, my boyfriend. hes been helping me recover and he's the only one who knows. I have been eating fine for almost 4 months, but now hes away on holiday and I cant swallow food anymore. i can chew it but not bring myself to swallow.

i don't know what to do about it, i don't even know what kind of answer i'm expecting just anything i don't want to ruin his holiday in Italy by giving him bad news. he's the only reason i eat and now he's gone.

You can swallow. Eat more, but take very small amounts in each fork full and try liquids like Ensure. Take your time, and don't put too much pressure on yourself. If a therapist or doctor helped you with your anorexia, call them up right away and ask for help. If not, find a therapist or doctor right away, or do a search on the internet for eating disorder hotlines and find one to call. It's very impressive that you overcame anorexia. Don't allow it to come back. Don't let him be the only reason you eat. Eat so that you can enjoy life, including your boyfriend.

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