what should i do?

I have had Bulumia when i was 8 until i was 11 so roughly 3 years. I relapsed when i was 13 for a few weeks but got back on track. Approximately 4 weeks the relapse was for. I then relapsed last year for about 3 months. I have always been overweight during my life so no one could tell or knew about it. Recently, now 16 i have been getting the reoccuring urges to start throwing up again. I get this guilt when i eat like i really need to purge to make myself feel better. I have cut myself for the past few years. I know i am overweight but i feel like i am like obese or like 70lbs heavier, I really don’t know what to do and what you think is wrong with me? I weigh 147.7lbs and am 5’5

147.7 and 5’5, you certainly have no reason to be concerned about your weight. You may not be the "ideal weight", but you are not so overweight that you should make yourself sick over it. Look at beautiful women like in the public eye like Beyonce, Jennifer Lopez and Queen Latifa (and many, MANY others)… they are not "the ideal weight", but are considered very sexy, beautiful women. It’s all in th way you carry yourself. First of all, you are not fat. And most importantly, it’s all about how you feel, so start embracing yourself and do what you need to, to make yourself feel good. It’s not quantity, it’s quality… so make youself feel good and pretty and the rest of the world will see you the same way.